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Just had a quick glance at other's blogs, there are pictures (interesting ones and not-so interesting ones) I don't think I will ever have my pictures in my blog. 'Why..' Firstly, I am just too lazy, who have time to download pictures into the web! and Secondly I don't have fabulous pictures to show the world, I don't like to have my pictures taken. They don't do me justice. Always appear like some dumbwit in them, dumbwit with big ass... oh how much worse can that get?
Life , I was always told , is a series of ups and down. Mine seems to downturn, mentally I mean, ever since I was in uni. I always questioned myself, ' Was it the course that I went through?' I would credit most of my upset to that choice. I chose Architecture, studied and completed my first degree. If I were given a chance to re-choose, I probably wouldn't change a thing. I have absolutely no idea what to study then. I had the As, the money to go into it . But I guesses I lack the ever so important thing- the talent. I am just not a design person at least not in the artistic sense. I chose the longest course (toal of 6 years if you want a second degree)so that I can stay in school longer and of course it helped that it was one of the most pretigious course around. I am still impressed with most architects. They are well-read, artsy, refined (of course there are exceptions, horrible exceptions in fact!)just the kind that will enjoy finer things in life. Those that I will love to have as my love interests.
Anyway, for 3 years my life was an all time down. Until perhaps the last term when distraction arrived in the form of a 1.8m , tan human form. I always thought that after the much-waited graduation, I can snap out of the Big D before i can even say "cheers'. Well obviously my optimistism seems to fail me. I seem to have wallowed a little too deep. I lived in my past, I could remember the times when I was loud, fat and HAPPY. I hate it when I miss the past. Is it only right to live in the present , work for the future? 'There is no point in looking back you know...'
There are so many things to be done and I seem to be running out of time.
Life , I was always told , is a series of ups and down. Mine seems to downturn, mentally I mean, ever since I was in uni. I always questioned myself, ' Was it the course that I went through?' I would credit most of my upset to that choice. I chose Architecture, studied and completed my first degree. If I were given a chance to re-choose, I probably wouldn't change a thing. I have absolutely no idea what to study then. I had the As, the money to go into it . But I guesses I lack the ever so important thing- the talent. I am just not a design person at least not in the artistic sense. I chose the longest course (toal of 6 years if you want a second degree)so that I can stay in school longer and of course it helped that it was one of the most pretigious course around. I am still impressed with most architects. They are well-read, artsy, refined (of course there are exceptions, horrible exceptions in fact!)just the kind that will enjoy finer things in life. Those that I will love to have as my love interests.
Anyway, for 3 years my life was an all time down. Until perhaps the last term when distraction arrived in the form of a 1.8m , tan human form. I always thought that after the much-waited graduation, I can snap out of the Big D before i can even say "cheers'. Well obviously my optimistism seems to fail me. I seem to have wallowed a little too deep. I lived in my past, I could remember the times when I was loud, fat and HAPPY. I hate it when I miss the past. Is it only right to live in the present , work for the future? 'There is no point in looking back you know...'
There are so many things to be done and I seem to be running out of time.
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